Mud on the Canvas The house on Harlan Creek leaked when it rained. Not dramatically—just a steady drip from the ceiling into a yellowed plastic bucket that Old Will had given me. The bucket was full most days. The water inside was brown, stained by rust from the roof. I sat on the floor of my room with a pencil and a piece of paper. The paper was the back of a supermarket flyer. I had drawn my father's face. My father Robert coughed black phlegm into a white washcloth every morning. The black on white was the most honest thing I had ever seen. It was the truth of twenty years in the coal mine, written in煤尘 on cotton. I am Billy Ray Harlan. I am eighteen years old. I dropped out of high school because my father needed me to stop eating and start working, and there was no work in the hills that paid enough for a boy who had never held a real job. So I draw instead. I don't draw like artists draw. I draw on the backs of cigarette packs, on receipt strips, on the blank spaces of grocery store flyers. I draw miners' faces. I draw the shape of mine carts. I draw the ridge lines of the Appalachian hills. I draw the expression on my father's face when he coughs. Old Will is my neighbor. He's sixty-eight, a retired miner who used to be a preacher. He found me drawing one evening on the porch, sitting on the steps while the sun went down behind the hills and painted the sky in colors that nobody in this town ever stops to look at. "Boy," he said. "You got talent." I didn't know what talent meant. I only knew that drawing made me forget the sound of my father's coughing. Old Will took my drawings to Charleston, to a guy who ran a small gallery. The guy said, "These are good. They're real." And he gave the Harlan family two hundred dollars. Two hundred dollars. Enough to pay the electric bill for a month. After that, Old Will became my broker. He took my drawings to different people—gallery owners, collectors, tourists who passed through. Some sold for fifty to a hundred dollars. Some didn't sell. I just kept drawing. But the life in the mining town didn't change because of a few drawings. Robert's coughing got worse. Sometimes he couldn't sleep at night. Mary's wages were still too low. Sarah's boss at the fast-food restaurant started touching her. Johnny got bullied at school because his clothes were old. I knew drawing couldn't solve these problems. Drawing couldn't cure black lung. Drawing couldn't pay rent. Drawing couldn't make Sarah's boyfriend come back. But I kept drawing. One day, Old Will brought news—a small art competition in Pittsburgh. The winner would get a thousand dollars and a solo exhibition. I spent a month preparing. I painted a large oil painting of my father coughing at the mine entrance. The painting was grey and black, except for the phlegm my father coughed up, which I painted red—because I remembered the blood my father spat into the white sink that morning, and red on white porcelain is especially striking. The results came out. I didn't win. The winner was a landscape painter who painted Appalachian autumn, golden leaves, blue sky, pretty as a postcard. The judge said, "Mr. Harlan's work is skilled, but too dark. People don't want to see things like this." I took the rejected painting back home. I hung it on the wall, next to the sketches on cigarette packs. Old Will came by and said, "Those judges don't understand." I said, "I know." Old Will left. I kept drawing. Robert died in the first snow of winter. His lungs finally stopped working. At the funeral, I painted a portrait of my father. When I finished, I gave it to Mary. Mary looked at the painting and cried. She said, "That doesn't look like him." I said, "This is how I feel he looks." After Robert died, the Harlan family's situation got worse. The insurance paid a sum, but Mary spent it fast—Robert's medical bills, funeral costs, and my congenital heart disease surgery. My heart disease is genetic. The doctor said I need surgery, or I won't live past thirty. But I knew the family had no money for surgery. So I didn't get the surgery. I kept drawing. I drew my sister standing at the fast-food counter. I drew my brother wearing a hat in class. I drew my mother scanning groceries at Walmart. I drew my father coughing in his bed. My drawings started to become somewhat known locally. A coffee shop in Charleston let me hang them on the walls as decoration. People who came for coffee would sometimes stop and look, then say, "That looks like my uncle." Or, "That looks like my dad." But nobody bought my drawings. When I was twenty-one, my heart disease flared up. I suddenly couldn't breathe while standing at my easel, and I collapsed on the floor. Old Will found me and called an ambulance. In the hospital, the doctor told me my heart condition was serious. I needed surgery. But in the rural healthcare system of West Virginia, a poor person like me might wait two years for surgery to be scheduled. Two years. I didn't know if I could wait two years. I came out of the hospital and went back to the mining town. I kept drawing. I drew the hospital corridor. I drew the lines of the monitor. I drew Old Will dozing in the chair beside my bed. One day, an out-of-town person walked into that coffee shop. He saw my drawings and asked, "Who painted these?" The coffee shop owner said, "A local kid. Name's Billy." The outsider asked, "Is he still alive?" The owner said, "Alive. But probably not for long." The outsider was quiet for a moment, then said, "I want to buy all the drawings." The owner said, "All of them?" The outsider said, "All of them. How much?" The owner said, "He never sells drawings." The outsider took a checkbook out of his wallet, wrote a number, and put it on the counter. The number was big. Big enough that the coffee shop owner's mouth opened. When I got the check, I went and got the surgery. The surgery was successful. But I didn't leave the mining town. I stayed home and kept drawing. Drawing the Appalachian hills. Drawing the people of the mining town. Drawing the lives that the world had forgotten. His drawings were later seen by a New York collector, who said, "These are the most honest paintings in America." I don't know where New York is. 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