Sam Delacroix arrived in Los Angeles in the summer of 1987 with a screenplay under his arm and a conviction in his heart, both of which he believed were bulletproof. The screenplay was called "Midnight Repairs" and it was about a jazz musician in 1950s Chicago who repaired broken clocks by night to pay for his heroin habit. Sam had written it in a garage apartment in Austin, Texas, typing on a Smith-Corona electric that buzzed when it overheated, drinking instant coffee and eating peanut butter sandwiches and telling himself that this was the authentic artist's life. He was twenty-six years old. He believed in art, in truth, in the transformative power of a well-told story. He also believed, with the unearned certainty of the young, that talent would be recognized and rewarded by the world, because the alternative was too depressing to contemplate. Within two weeks of arriving, he had an apartment in Silver Lake—a studio with a Murphy bed and a view of the reservoir—and a job as a production assistant on a sitcom that filmed at the Paramount lot. The job paid two hundred and forty dollars a week. The apartment cost four hundred a month. The math did not work, but Sam told himself that the math would work eventually, once someone read his screenplay, once someone recognized his talent, once the world aligned itself with his convictions. This was his first compromise. He did not think of it as a compromise. He thought of it as a bridge, a temporary arrangement, a means to an end. Everyone in Los Angeles was doing something temporary. Temporary was the local religion. The first genuine compromise came in October. A producer on the sitcom, a man named Jerry Kasdan who wore Hawaiian shirts and spoke in the rapid, elliptical sentences of someone who had been in the business too long, asked Sam to look at a script that was "having some problems." "It just needs a polish," Jerry said, dropping the pages on Sam's desk. "Couple of scenes aren't tracking. The writer's burned out. You've got good instincts. Take a look." Sam knew, even then, what this was. It was uncredited rewrites, the grunt work of television, the labor that no one acknowledged and no one paid for. But it was also an opportunity, a foot in the door, a chance to prove himself. He could do this one time, he told himself. Just this once. It wasn't like he was giving up on his own writing. He would polish this script on the weekends and send out "Midnight Repairs" on the weekdays. Compartmentalization was a skill like any other. He polished the script. It was a family sitcom about a divorced father raising twin daughters, and the scenes that weren't tracking involved a subplot about the father's ex-wife remarrying. Sam rewrote the subplot in two days, making the ex-wife's new husband less of a cartoon villain and more of a decent man who was just trying to fit into a complicated family. Jerry loved the rewrites. The episode aired in November. Sam's name was not in the credits, but Jerry gave him a bonus—three hundred dollars in cash, slipped into an envelope, no paper trail. "Good work," Jerry said. "We should do this again." The second compromise came in December. Jerry had a friend, a producer at Columbia Pictures, who was "having some creative differences" with a screenwriter on a romantic comedy. The writer had turned in a draft that the studio hated, and the writer had refused to make the changes the studio wanted. The writer had been fired, but the script was still a mess, and the start date was in January, and they needed someone to "do a page-one rewrite, fast, under the radar." Sam hesitated. A page-one rewrite meant throwing out everything the original writer had done and starting from scratch. It was ethically dubious. It was also a real writing job, even if it was uncredited, even if it was done in secret. "I don't know, Jerry. That's someone else's work." "It's someone else's failed work," Jerry said. "The studio's going to hire someone to rewrite it anyway. Might as well be you. Fifteen hundred dollars for two weeks of work." Fifteen hundred dollars was more than Sam made in a month at his production assistant job. He could pay off his credit card. He could fix the transmission on his Datsun, which had been making a grinding noise in second gear since October. He could buy himself more time to send out "Midnight Repairs." "One time," Sam said. "Just this once." He wrote the rewrite in eleven days, working nights and weekends, fueled by diet cola and frozen burritos. The script was saccharine and formulaic, but it was functional, and the studio was satisfied. Sam's name was not on it. The original writer's name was on it, even though the original writer had been fired and none of his work remained in the final draft. This was how the business worked, Jerry explained. It wasn't personal. It was just the way things were done. The third compromise came in March of 1988. The sitcom had been picked up for a second season, and Jerry had been promoted to executive producer, and Sam had been promoted to something that did not have a title but involved reading scripts, attending meetings, and "helping out" wherever Jerry needed help. He was making five hundred dollars a week now, plus bonuses for the uncredited rewrites that had become a regular occurrence. The new problem was an actor. A supporting cast member, a young woman who played the twins' best friend, had been showing up late to rehearsals, forgetting her lines, and generally making herself unpopular with the director. Jerry wanted her fired. The problem was that her contract had a morality clause and a performance clause, and neither had been technically violated. If they fired her without cause, they would owe her the remainder of her contract. "Talk to her," Jerry said to Sam. "Explain the situation. Make her understand that it's in everyone's best interest if she resigns voluntarily." "I'm not an attorney," Sam said. "You're a writer. You know how to talk to people. Just have a conversation." Sam had the conversation. He met the actress at a coffee shop on Melrose Avenue, a place with exposed brick walls and hanging plants and a menu written in chalk on a blackboard. She was twenty-two years old and had moved to Los Angeles from a small town in Ohio, and her dream was to be a serious dramatic actress, and the sitcom was supposed to be a stepping stone. "They want to replace you," Sam said. "I'm sorry. It's not fair. But if you resign, you keep your dignity. If they fire you, it goes on your record." She cried. Sam bought her a second cappuccino and tried to find the right words and could not. She resigned the next day. Sam told himself that he had done her a kindness, that she would have been fired anyway, that he had at least given her a choice. He was helping people. He was making things easier. He was good at this. The fourth compromise came in the summer. Jerry was putting together a package for a cable movie—a thriller, low budget, quick turnaround—and he needed a writer who could work fast and ask no questions. The problem was that the script was based on a book, and the book's author had been promised script approval, and the author hated everything the previous writers had done. "We need you to rewrite it without telling him," Jerry said. "He'll see the final draft, he'll hate it, we'll have a big fight, he'll demand changes, we'll make a few cosmetic ones, and everyone will go home happy. Standard procedure." "That's dishonest," Sam said. "It's the movie business," Jerry said. "Do you want the job or not?" Sam took the job. Five thousand dollars for three weeks of work. He wrote the script in a rented office on Sunset Boulevard, a windowless room with fluorescent lighting and a desk that wobbled when he typed. The script was violent and formulaic and utterly unlike anything Sam had ever wanted to write. He told himself that he was still an artist. He told himself that "Midnight Repairs" was still in his desk drawer, waiting for the right moment. He told himself a lot of things. The fifth compromise came in the fall. A producer at Warner Bros., a man named Leonard Glass who wore suits that cost more than Sam's car, needed someone to "handle" a problematic director. The director was talented but difficult, known for going over budget and alienating his crews. The studio wanted him replaced, but his contract was ironclad, and firing him would cost millions. "Find a reason," Leonard said. "Something we can use." Sam spent three weeks on the set of a big-budget action film, watching the director work, taking notes, cultivating relationships with the crew. He learned that the director had a temper. He learned that the director drank, sometimes during lunch breaks, though never enough to impair his work. He learned that the director had made a pass at a production assistant, though the assistant had not complained and the pass had not been repeated. "Nothing actionable," Sam reported to Leonard. "He's difficult, but he's not doing anything wrong." "Keep looking," Leonard said. Sam kept looking. He found an incident from three years earlier, on a different film, in a different country. A stunt coordinator had been injured during a sequence the director had insisted on shooting against the advice of the safety team. The injury had been minor, a sprained wrist, and the coordinator had been compensated and had signed a release. But the release had been signed in Italy, and the Italian legal system operated differently, and the release might not hold up in an American court. "It's thin," Sam said. "It's enough," Leonard said. The director was replaced. The film went over budget anyway. Sam received a check for twelve thousand dollars, which was more money than he had ever earned at one time. He deposited the check and told himself that he had done nothing wrong. The director was going to be replaced anyway. The studio was just looking for an excuse. Sam had merely provided one. The sixth compromise came in the winter of 1989. Sam had stopped sending out "Midnight Repairs." The script was still in his desk drawer, in the Silver Lake apartment that he barely visited anymore. He had moved into a furnished condo in West Hollywood, paid for by the production company. He had business cards now, though the title on them—"Creative Consultant"—was deliberately vague. He had a reputation in the industry as someone who could "handle things," someone who could "make problems go away." A young screenwriter named Toby Hirsch approached Sam at a party in the Hills, a house with glass walls and an infinity pool that seemed to hang suspended over the city. Toby was twenty-four, earnest and anxious, with a script he had been working on for three years. He wanted Sam to read it. He wanted notes. He wanted guidance. Sam read the script that night, sitting on his balcony with a glass of scotch and the city lights spread out below him like a circuit board. The script was brilliant—original, surprising, emotionally true. It was everything "Midnight Repairs" had tried to be and failed. It was the kind of script Sam had come to Los Angeles to write. He called Jerry the next morning. "There's this kid," Sam said. "Toby Hirsch. He's got something good." "Who's he represented by?" "No one. He's just a kid." "So we option it," Jerry said. "Cheap. Develop it. Attach a name director. Package it." "He should be involved in the development," Sam said. "It's his script." "Of course. Absolutely. He'll be involved." Toby signed the option agreement without an agent or a lawyer, because Sam told him it was standard, because Sam told him he could be trusted. The option was for five thousand dollars, which Toby accepted gratefully, because five thousand dollars was more than he had ever been paid for anything. The contract gave the production company exclusive rights to the script for three years, with automatic renewal, and the writer's participation in development was "at the sole discretion of the producer." Sam knew what that clause meant. He had written that clause into a dozen contracts for other people. Toby was not involved in the development. The script was rewritten three times, by three different writers, each of whom was instructed to "commercialize" the material. The emotional truth was sanded away. The surprise was replaced with formula. The originality was diluted until the script was indistinguishable from every other mid-budget comedy in development that year. Toby called Sam once a month for six months, asking about the status of his script. Sam stopped returning his calls. It was easier that way. Toby would understand eventually. This was the business. It wasn't personal. The seventh compromise came in the spring of 1990. Sam was at a restaurant on Wilshire Boulevard, a place with white tablecloths and a wine list as thick as a phone book, having lunch with Leonard Glass. Leonard was talking about a project that was "having some difficulties," a biopic about a civil rights leader that had attracted negative attention from the subject's estate. The estate wanted script approval. The studio had promised script approval. The script, written by a respected African-American playwright, was a nuanced portrait of a complicated man, and the estate wanted a hagiography. "We can't release the playwright's draft," Leonard said. "It's poison. But we can't fire him either. The optics would be terrible." "What do you want me to do?" "Talk to him. Make him understand. We need changes, and we need them without a public fight." Sam met the playwright in a hotel bar in Santa Monica, a dimly lit room overlooking the Pacific. The playwright was in his sixties, with a face that had seen more of the world than Sam's ever would. He had written plays that had won awards, that had been produced on Broadway, that had been taught in universities. He was an artist. Sam had wanted to be an artist. "They want to sanitize my script," the playwright said. "They want to make a movie that people will see," Sam said. "There's a difference." "Is there?" Sam took a sip of his drink, a vodka tonic that tasted like nothing. "If you walk away, they'll hire someone else. They'll rewrite it anyway. At least if you stay, you can protect some of what you've written." "So I should compromise?" "I'm saying you should be strategic." The playwright looked at Sam for a long moment, and Sam saw something in the older man's eyes that he recognized: the exhaustion of fighting a fight you cannot win, the temptation of surrender dressed up as pragmatism. "You're very good at this," the playwright said. "Making the wrong thing sound reasonable." "Yes," Sam said. "I am." He drove back to his condo in West Hollywood and sat on his balcony and watched the sun set over the Pacific. He thought about "Midnight Repairs," still in its drawer in the Silver Lake apartment he had not visited in months. He thought about Toby Hirsch, whose calls he had stopped returning. He thought about the actress from the sitcom, the director from the action film, the playwright in Santa Monica. He thought about all the reasonable decisions he had made, each one justified, each one necessary, each one a small step across a boundary he had not noticed until he was too far across to find his way back. He did not know when he had stopped being a writer and started being a fixer. There was no moment of crossing. There was only a series of doors, each one open, each one leading to the next, each one closing behind him with a soft, permanent click. He could not point to the decision that had changed him, because every decision had been reasonable, and every decision had been necessary, and every decision had been, in its own way, the right one. He was thirty years old. He had a condo in West Hollywood and a Datsun with a working transmission and a bank account that no longer required him to do mental arithmetic at the grocery store. And he had lost something, though he could not say exactly what it was or when he had lost it or whether it had ever really existed in the first place. He went to his desk and opened the bottom drawer. "Midnight Repairs" was there, the pages yellowed at the edges, the type faded where the Smith-Corona's ribbon had been running low. He read the first page, then the second, then the third. It was not a bad script. It was not a great script either. It was the script of someone who believed in things, and Sam could no longer remember what it felt like to believe in things. He put the script back in the drawer. He closed the drawer. 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