The apartment smelled like boiled cabbage and something else that Jimmy couldn't identify and didn't really want to. He sat at the table with a cup of coffee that had gone cold twenty minutes ago and stared at the wall, which was painted a color that used to be beige but had gone brown in the corners where the water had seeped through the ceiling over the years and created maps of places that didn't exist. He was thirty-two years old and had been thirty-two years old for three years running, which was the closest thing to immortality he was likely to achieve. The alarm clock on the nightstand said 11:47. He had woken up at 11:30, which was normal, and lay in bed for seventeen minutes staring at the ceiling, which was also normal. The difference was that the man who had woken up at 11:30 three years ago had been different from the man who was waking up at 11:30 today, and the man who was waking up at 11:30 today was different from the man who had woken up at 11:30 yesterday, and the difference was something that Jimmy couldn't explain even to himself, which was a problem because he needed to be able to explain things to himself if he was going to get through the day. The thing was, he had woken up in the bathtub on the second floor of this building on Temple Street three years ago, or rather he had woken up in a bathtub that was in a building on Temple Street, and the bathtub was his bathtub now, or rather the building was his building now, or rather the building had been his father's building and his father had died and he had inherited it, which was a strange thing to inherit when what you had inherited was a two-story building with a Chinese restaurant on the first floor and a leaky apartment on the second floor and a debt of fifteen thousand dollars that his father had accumulated through a combination of bad business decisions and worse gambling habits. He had woken up in the bathtub with the taste of cheap whiskey in his mouth and a headache that felt like someone was using a screwdriver on his temples, and he had climbed out and sat on the floor and realized that he was back. Back to 1978. Back to Kansas City. Back to a life that he had spent three years trying to escape and had now somehow returned to, as if the universe had a sense of humor that was both profound and cruel. The thing about knowing the future is that it doesn't help you with the present. Jimmy knew about the internet. He knew about cell phones and airplanes that could cross oceans in hours and a building in New York that would fall down on a Tuesday morning in September that felt like it had always been there, like it was as fundamental to the fabric of reality as gravity or death. He knew all of these things, and they were useless. They were as useless as an umbrella in a drought, as useful as a screen door on a submarine. He knew about the 2008 financial crisis, and he knew that if he had money he could make a fortune by betting against the housing market. But he didn't have money. He had a restaurant that was barely breaking even, a wife who drank too much, and an apartment that leaked every time it rained, which was often, because Kansas City in April was a city that existed in a perpetual state of dampness, like a sponge that had been squeezed too many times and was now just water and fabric. Mary was in the bedroom, and he could hear her moving around, the sound of her pacing, the sound of her opening and closing drawers, the sound of her trying to find something that she had already found and put back and was now trying to find again. She was thirty years old and had been thirty years old for as long as he had known her, which was seven years, which was most of his life, and she worked at a fast-food restaurant on Main Street where she stood behind a counter and took people's orders and handed them food through a window that smelled like grease and old fries. He had met her at a party, or rather at a bar that was being used as a party, and she had been beautiful then, or rather she had been the kind of beautiful that didn't require makeup or effort, just a clean shirt and a smile that reached her eyes. Now she wore the same clothes she had worn at that party, seven years ago, just cleaned and re-cleaned until the fabric was thin and the colors had faded, and her smile rarely reached her eyes anymore, which was not her fault, which was everyone's fault, which was no one's fault, which was the kind of question that had no answer and therefore no point asking. "Jimmy?" she said from the bedroom, and her voice was the kind of voice that had been trained by years of shouting over the noise of fryers and customers who didn't understand that the person behind the window couldn't hear them any better than the person in front of it could hear themselves. "Yeah?" "Did you pay the electric bill?" "Not yet." "When are you going to?" "Soon." "Soon is not a day of the week, Jimmy." He knew that. He knew that soon was not a day of the week, and he knew that the electric bill was past due, and he knew that if he didn't pay it by Friday the power would be cut, and he knew that he didn't have the money, and he knew that he would have to borrow it from Old Chen, who owned the restaurant next door and had lent him money so many times that the two of them had lost track of the total, which was probably more than fifteen thousand dollars at this point, which was more money than either of them made in a year. "I'll pay it today," he said, and it was a lie, but it was a lie that kept the peace, and the peace was all he had. The restaurant opened at six in the morning, and Jimmy was there at five, as he had been every morning for as long as he had owned it, which was three years, which felt like ten and three simultaneously, because time in 1978 Kansas City moved at two different speeds depending on whether you were rich or poor, and Jimmy was poor, which meant that time moved slowly, like molasses in January, thick and sticky and impossible to rush. He swept the floors. He wiped down the tables. He turned on the kitchen equipment and lit the burners and started the coffee, and the restaurant filled with the smell of coffee and bacon and fried eggs and toast, and the first customers arrived at six o'clock sharp, as they always did, and they sat at the counter and ordered their breakfasts and Jimmy served them with the practiced efficiency of a man who had done this task ten thousand times and would do it ten thousand more. The customers were the same every day: factory workers on their way to shift, truck drivers heading out on long hauls, housewives running errands before the kids got home from school. They ordered the same things: bacon and eggs, toast, coffee. They talked about the same things: the factory, the trucking company, the school, the weather. They ate their breakfasts and paid their bills and left, and Jimmy watched them go and thought about how every one of them was trapped in a cycle as predictable and inescapable as the one he was trapped in, and how none of them seemed to notice, which was either wisdom or blindness and he couldn't tell which. Old Chen came in at ten, when the morning rush had died down and the restaurant was quiet except for the hum of the refrigerator and the occasional clatter of a plate from the kitchen. Old Chen was a small man with sharp eyes and a face that had been carved by eighty years of hard living and harder drinking, and he ran the restaurant next door, which served the same food as Jimmy's restaurant but with slightly different seasoning and slightly lower prices, which meant that the two restaurants were in direct competition with each other, which was a problem because they were also the only two Chinese restaurants in this part of Kansas City, which meant that they were competing with each other for a customer base that was too small to support two restaurants, which meant that they were both barely surviving, which was the kind of situation that had no solution and therefore no point dwelling on. "Jimmy," Old Chen said, and his accent was so thick that the name came out sounding like "Gim-mee," which Jimmy had stopped correcting years ago. "You pay the electric bill?" "Not yet." "When?" "Soon." Old Chen looked at him for a long time, and then he said: "You know, in China, we have a saying: the man who waits for tomorrow dies today." "I don't know the Chinese," Jimmy said, and it was true. He knew some words—words he had learned from his father, who had learned them from his father, in a lineage of linguistic transmission that went back generations and had now arrived, in Jimmy's case, at a point where the transmission had broken down and all that was left were fragments, words without context, phrases without meaning. "Soon," Old Chen said, repeating Jimmy's word with a mixture of affection and exasperation that Jimmy recognized because he heard the same tone in his own voice when he spoke to his father, back when his father was alive and could still hear him. "Soon is the most dangerous word in any language." He was right. Jimmy knew he was right. But knowing and doing were two different things, and Jimmy was very good at knowing and very bad at doing, which was a problem because life required doing, and doing required a kind of energy that Jimmy didn't have, not because he was lazy but because he was tired, and the tiredness was not physical—it was in his bones, in his marrow, in the spaces between his thoughts, a tiredness that had nothing to do with sleep and everything to do with the weight of existing in a world that seemed designed to exhaust you. He didn't pay the electric bill that day. He didn't pay it the next day either. He went to work at the restaurant, served his customers, went home, drank whiskey with Mary, went to bed, woke up, and repeated the cycle, and the days blurred together like watercolors left out in the rain, and before he knew it, a week had passed, and then two, and then the power was cut, and the restaurant was dark and cold, and the customers stopped coming, and the debt grew larger, and the apartment leaked more, and Mary drank more, and Jimmy sat at the table with a cup of coffee that had gone cold and stared at the wall and thought about the future he remembered and how none of it mattered, because the future was a luxury that men like him could not afford. He remembered a world of light and sound and connection, where people could talk to each other across oceans with devices that fit in their pockets, where information was free and abundant and accessible to anyone with an internet connection, where the world was smaller and richer and more connected than it had ever been. And he knew that this world—this dark, leaky, exhausted world of 1978 Kansas City—was the world that made that future possible. The factory workers who woke up at five in the morning and worked twelve-hour shifts and came home too tired to speak were the people who would build the things Jimmy remembered. The truck drivers who drove across the country carrying goods from one coast to the other were the people who would create the infrastructure that would make the internet possible. The housewives who ran errands and cooked dinner and put their kids to bed were the people who would raise the children who would grow up in that future. And he was one of them. He was a factory worker in the machinery of history, a small and invisible cog in a machine that was too large to understand and too powerful to resist, and his job was not to change the machine but to keep turning, day after day, year after year, until the machine wore him out and replaced him with someone else, who would also keep turning, and the machine would keep running, and the future would arrive whether he was there to see it or not. This was not a comforting thought. It was not a comforting thought at all. It was a thought that would have broken a weaker man, but Jimmy was not weak. He was tired, yes. He was exhausted, yes. But he was not weak. And so he sat at the table with his cold coffee and his leaky apartment and his wife who drank too much and his debt that grew larger every day and he did what he had always done: he got up the next morning, went to the restaurant, swept the floors, turned on the burners, and served his customers, because there was nothing else to do, and because doing nothing was not an option, because if you stopped turning, the machine would stop, and if the machine stopped, everything stopped, and everything could not stop, because the future was coming whether you were ready for it or not, and your job was not to stop it but to survive long enough to see it arrive. The coffee was still cold when he went to bed that night, and Mary was already asleep, or pretending to be asleep, and the apartment was quiet except for the sound of the rain on the window and the sound of Jimmy's breathing, and he lay there in the dark and listened to the sounds of the city outside, and he thought about the future he remembered, and he smiled, just a little, just enough to make the darkness slightly less dark, and he closed his eyes and went to sleep, and tomorrow he would wake up at 11:30, and he would go to the restaurant, and he would sweep the floors, and he would serve his customers, and he would keep turning, because that was what he did, and that was enough. Not everything. But enough. 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