The chair was still warm when Gerald realized it was empty. He had been in the kitchen, pouring himself a second glass of wine—the good wine, the Burgundy that Eleanor had bought three months ago and that they had been saving for a special occasion that never arrived—when he turned and saw it. Her chair at the dining table, pulled out slightly as if she had risen only moments before. A single place setting, untouched. The candle she had lit, still burning, still melting into a small pool of wax on the table. Gerald stood in the doorway between kitchen and dining room and watched the flame flicker. It was a warm room. The heating worked. The house was full of everything a house should be full of—furniture, books, art, the accumulated detritus of seven years of marriage—and yet the emptiness of that chair was larger than all of it combined. He blew out the candle. Eleanor had left on a Saturday morning. She said she was going to Connecticut to see Aunt Catherine, who had written a letter saying she was ill. The letter was on the table now, and Gerald had read it four times. The handwriting was Eleanor's. The words were Eleanor's. But something about it—the cadence, the particular turn of phrase about the hydrangeas dying in the damp—was something Eleanor would have written, which is to say it was exactly the sort of thing Eleanor would have forged if she wanted to get away. Gerald poured another glass of wine. Then another. He was not a heavy drinker. He had never been a heavy drinker. But the Burgundy tasted different tonight—sharper, more honest. "Nick," he said into the phone at eleven o'clock. "Are you awake?" Nick was awake. Nick was always awake at eleven o'clock on Saturday nights, writing a chapter he would never finish for a book that nobody would read. He listened to Gerald say, "Eleanor's gone," in a voice that was not panicked or angry or even particularly sad, which was perhaps the most alarming thing of all. "When did she leave?" Nick asked. "Saturday. Said she was going to Connecticut." "Is she coming back?" Gerald looked at the dining room. Looked at the chair. Looked at the wine glass on the table, her glass, still half-full. "I don't know." Nick came at noon. He arrived with coffee and a newspaper and the expression of a man who had spent the night trying to think of what to say and failed. They sat in the living room. The house was large and white and sat on a small cliff overlooking the bay, and on a Saturday morning in late June the view was exactly the sort of thing you saw on postcards from places where people had never heard of trouble. "Maybe she needed time," Nick said. "Maybe." "Maybe Aunt Catherine really is sick." "Maybe." Gerald was not the sort of man who made phone calls or asked questions or took action. He was a man who waited. He had waited for Eleanor to come home from dinners with her friends. He had waited for her to finish the books she started and put down. He had waited for the moment during their marriage when she would look at him the way she had looked at him on their wedding day, and that moment had never come, which is perhaps why he was not particularly surprised when she simply stopped coming home at all. But waiting and wondering were different things, and Nick had planted the seed. By Monday, Gerald was calling the hospitals in Connecticut. By Tuesday, he had spoken to three hospitals and found no Catherine Ashworth. By Wednesday, he had driven to the address in the letter—a small town called Old Lyme, population three thousand, where the art colonies had once flourished and now only the memory of art remained. Old Lyme was beautiful in the way that places are beautiful when they have given up on being useful. Galleries that had once shown important work now sold prints of seascapes to tourists. Bookstores had become coffee shops. The beach was clean and empty and the ocean looked the way the ocean always looks when it doesn't care whether you're watching it or not. Gerald found the house. It was small and white and sat at the end of a lane that was more gravel than road. He knocked. A woman answered—sixty at least, with grey hair and kind eyes and a face that arranged itself into concern when Gerald explained who he was and what he was looking for. "Aunt Catherine?" he said. "Eleanor's aunt?" The woman's expression did not change, which was perhaps worse than if it had. "I'm sorry," she said. "There's no Catherine here. But there is an Eleanor. She's been here for months." "Months?" "She teaches at the community center. Reads to the children on Tuesdays and Thursdays. She lives in the apartment above the old pharmacy." The woman studied Gerald's face. "Is everything all right?" "No," Gerald said honestly. "I don't think anything has ever been all right." The apartment was small and bright and filled with books—children's books, mostly, but also poetry and novels and a copy of The Great Gatsby that Gerald recognized from their own shelf at home. Eleanor was not there, but the evidence of her presence was everywhere: a cup of tea on the windowsill, a blanket folded over the arm of a chair, a notebook open on the kitchen table with handwriting he knew as well as his own. He read the notebook. October 12: Gerald went to the party last night. He laughed at Lucille's jokes and drank champagne and stood by the fireplace and looked like a man who had everything he wanted. I watched him from the doorway and felt like a stranger in my own house. November 3: I taught the children to read today. One of them, a boy named Tommy, asked me why I looked sad even when I smiled. I didn't have an answer that was small enough for him. November 20: I called in sick to the country club. I sat in this apartment and watched the light change through the afternoon and felt, for the first time in years, like I was doing something that mattered. What is that something? I don't know. Reading to children. Drinking tea. Existing without performing existence. It doesn't sound like much. It is everything. Gerald sat in Eleanor's chair and held her notebook and felt the house around him—the white house on the cliff, the house he had bought with his inheritance and maintained with his overtime and filled with furniture he had chosen because it looked right in photographs—feel like a set. A set for a play he had never wanted to be in but had performed faithfully because it was the only script he had been given. He drove home that evening in a rain that started somewhere on the Long Island Expressway and didn't stop. The house was dark when he arrived. He turned on the lights and walked through the rooms—the living room, the dining room, the kitchen, the bedroom—and felt like a visitor in his own life. In the bedroom, Eleanor's side was exactly as she had left it. Clothes in the closet. Shoes under the bed. A photograph on the dresser of them on their wedding day, both of them smiling in a way that looked genuine at the time and now looked like a promise neither of them knew how to keep. Gerald picked up the photograph. He looked at the young man in the tuxedo and the young woman in the white dress and he felt something he had not felt in a very long time. Not anger. Not betrayal. Not even sadness. Recognition. They had both been performing. He had been performing the successful husband. She had been performing the contented wife. And the tragedy was not that one of them had stopped performing—it was that they had both been performing from the beginning and neither had noticed. He put the photograph down. He sat on the edge of the bed. He waited. Waiting was what he did. It was what he had always done. But this time, for the first time, he understood what he was waiting for. Not Eleanor's return. That was impossible now. Not because she wouldn't come back but because the person who had left and the person who remained were not the same people. They could not simply resume a story that had been interrupted. The story had ended. A new one was beginning, and Gerald was not sure he knew how to read it. The rain continued. The house stood on its cliff. The bay glittered in the dark like something alive and indifferent. 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