October 2003. The temperature dropped to forty-two degrees on a Tuesday, which in Ironville means the same thing it always means: the furnace will break before the month is out, and no one will fix it because no one can afford to. Frank McCullough sat on the edge of his bed in apartment 2B and watched the wall. The wall had a vent on it. The vent was square, painted white, painted over so many times that the paint had built up into ridges like tree rings, each ring a previous tenant, each ring a previous attempt to make something that was broken look like something that worked. The vent had not moved in ten years. Frank had pressed his ear against it once, in the first week of moving in, and heard nothing. No air. No sound. No life. Just the hollow space behind the wall and the dust that lived in it and the spiders that had made it their home and were probably, Frank thought, more comfortable than he was. He picked up a marker from the nightstand. It was white, which is to say it was the colour of the wall and therefore invisible until you put it against the wall and made lines, which is the same as saying it was invisible until you used it, which is the same as saying nothing is invisible until you use it, which is a sentence Frank would have written on a piece of paper if he had a piece of paper and a reason to write it and a reason to keep the paper, none of which he had. He stood up and walked to the wall and put the marker against it and drew a vent. He was not an artist. He had been a steelworker for eighteen years, which means he stood in front of a furnace for eight hours a day and watched metal become something else and then went home and drank beer and watched television and slept and did it again. He knew how things looked. He had seen vents in factories, in apartments, in the break rooms where the workers sat during their ten-minute breaks and talked about nothing because nothing was the only thing they had that was real. Frank drew a square. He drew lines inside the square to suggest blades. He drew a frame around the square. He drew a switch on the wall beside it, a small rectangle with an up position and a down position, because even a drawing should have options, even a drawing should pretend to have function, even a drawing should say: I could work if you wanted me to work, but I don't, and the not working is your problem, not mine. When he finished, he stepped back and looked at it. It was crude. It was functional as decoration. It was nothing. He sat back down on his bed and drank water from a glass that had been in his cupboard since he moved in and had not been washed since he moved in and contained, at the bottom, a small amount of water that had been in it since he moved in and was now, in October 2003, part of the apartment's ecosystem, along with the spiders and the dust and the vent that did not work and the drawing of a vent that pretended to. --- Mr. Henderson lived in 2A. Frank had seen him maybe six times in the three months he had lived in 2B. Each time, they had been in the hallway at the same time, which meant they had nodded at each other, which meant that Frank had acknowledged Mr. Henderson's existence and Mr. Henderson had acknowledged Frank's existence and neither of them had said anything because in Ironville, people do not say anything to each other in hallways because saying anything implies a relationship and relationships cost time and time is the one thing everyone in Ironville is short of. Mr. Henderson was fifty-five, which in Ironville is old because the factories closed when he was forty-seven and he has been fifty-five ever since, which is to say his body stopped moving forward and started moving sideways, which is the same as saying it stopped moving entirely, which is the point— in Ironville, nobody moves. They exist. They exist in apartments that cost three hundred dollars a month and work jobs that pay seven dollars an hour and eat food that comes in boxes and watch television that is broadcast from cities they will never visit and sleep on beds that were bought new in 1998 and are now, in 2003, sagging in the middle and holding the shape of people who lie on them at night and cannot sleep and count the cracks in the ceiling and wish the cracks were vents and the vents were working and the working was real and the real was something they could afford. Frank saw Mr. Henderson on the stairs on the second night after he had drawn the vent. Mr. Henderson was coming up from the basement laundry room, carrying a basket of clothes that were probably his and probably all he owned and probably all he would ever own, because in Ironville, people do not accumulate things. They accumulate nothing. They accumulate debts. They accumulate regrets. They accumulate silence. They do not accumulate things. Frank stood in the hallway and watched Mr. Henderson walk past him. Mr. Henderson looked at him. Frank looked at him. They nodded at each other. Mr. Henderson continued up the stairs. Frank continued to the wall. He looked at the vent he had drawn. It was still there. It was still crude. It was still nothing. He went back to his bed and sat on the edge of it and drank water from the glass and waited for the cold to move in and for the cold to move out and for whatever came between them. --- Maggie appeared on a Wednesday evening at six PM, which is late for Frank because by then he was usually in bed, which is to say he was lying on his back, staring at the ceiling, listening to the building settle and the pipes groan and the refrigerator hum, which is the sound of an apartment that is alive in the way a corpse is alive—technically functioning, spiritually absent. He opened the door and a woman stood there, looking at him with the kind of expression one reserves for people who answer doors when you are not sure you want to be answered. She was thirty-eight, maybe, with brown hair pulled back in a ponytail and a coat that was too thin for October. She looked tired in the way that tired people look when they've been tired for so long that tiredness has become their normal state and they have stopped noticing it, which is the same as saying they have stopped noticing everything, which is the point— in Ironville, nobody notices anything because noticing requires energy and energy costs money and money is the one thing everyone in Ironville is short of. "Hi," she said. "I'm looking for Katie." "Gone," Frank said. "Moved out two weeks ago." The woman's expression didn't change, but something in her eyes shifted, like a gear engaging. She looked past him into the apartment. Her gaze went to the wall, to the drawing of the vent, and she stopped. She stood there for a long time. Then she laughed. It was not a happy laugh. It was the kind of laugh that comes out when you've been holding something in for so long that it has to come out as noise. "Katie drew on the walls too," she said. Frank stepped aside. "Come in if you're looking for her stuff. She left most of it. I haven't thrown it out yet." The woman entered. She walked to the wall and stood in front of the drawing of the vent, looking at it the way one looks at something that has just said something unexpected. "She drew a refrigerator," the woman said. "In the kitchen. On the wall where the real refrigerator goes. She drew it full of food. She said she needed something full to look at." Frank looked at the wall. The marker lines were already fading. The damp from the basement was eating them from the bottom up, the way the river eats the bluff, the way the town eats its people, the way silence eats words. "Your name's Maggie, right?" She turned to look at him. "How did you—" "Katie mentioned you. You worked together." "We worked together," she corrected. "Before the厂 closed. Before I stopped talking to her." "Maggie O'Brien." "Frank McCullough." She looked at the drawing of the vent. "Your drawing is better than her refrigerator." "Thanks. I think." "You think?" "I don't know much about art." "No," Maggie said. "I don't think you do." She didn't stay long. Five minutes, maybe. She said she was just passing through and remembered the address from Katie. But before she left, she took a sip of water from the glass on his nightstand—brown at the bottom, clear at the top—and said, "You should fix that lock. Anyone can walk in." "I know," Frank said. "Anyone can walk in and steal your stuff." "I don't have any stuff worth stealing." Maggie looked at him for a moment, then nodded, as if this confirmed something she had already suspected. She left. --- She came back a week later. And a week after that. Each time she said the same thing: "Just passing through." Each time she stayed longer. They developed a rhythm, the way two people who live separate lives in the same building develop a rhythm when they keep running into each other in the hallway. Frank would be sitting on his bed when she knocked. Sometimes he was reading. Sometimes he was staring at the ceiling. Sometimes he was just sitting, which was the same thing. They talked about nothing. The weather. The broken lock. The refrigerator that hummed. The way the building's pipes groaned at night like a ship at sea. Frank talked about his job at the recycling plant, how he sorted metal from plastic and plastic from metal and sometimes got them mixed up and didn't care because nobody noticed and nobody cared and the mixing was probably, in the grand scheme of things, more honest than the sorting. Maggie talked about her job at the diner. "Seven twenty-five an hour," she said one night, sitting on the edge of his bed because there was only one chair and it was broken. "I work ten hours a day. That's seventy-two fifty a week. After taxes, that's fifty-eight. After rent, that's twenty-five. After food, that's—" "You don't have to do the math." "I do. The math is the only thing that's real. The math doesn't lie. The math doesn't paint things on walls and call them decoration. The math says: you have twenty-five dollars after rent and food and everything else, and if you get sick, you don't have twenty-five dollars, you have negative twenty-five dollars, and negative is worse than zero, and zero is worse than nothing, and nothing is what you have now, which is the point— in Ironville, nothing is not a starting point. Nothing is the end point. You start with something— a job, a body, a name— and you end with nothing, and the space between is called life, and life is the twenty-five dollars, and twenty-five dollars doesn't buy much in 2003, which is to say it doesn't buy much in any year, which is the point— money is twenty-five dollars and twenty-five dollars is nothing and nothing is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is—" Frank poured her a glass of water. Brown at the bottom, clear at the top. She drank it. "You're still drawing on the walls?" she asked, looking at the vent. "Still." "It's fading." "I know." "You should redo it." "I will." She looked at him. "Why do you draw things instead of fixing them?" Frank thought about this. He thought about the厂. He thought about the furnace. He thought about the metal that became something else and the something else that became scrap and the scrap that became something else and the something else that became scrap again, which is the same as saying everything becomes nothing and nothing becomes everything and the space between is called work and work is called life and life is called Ironville and Ironville is called nothing and nothing is what you have and what you have is twenty-five dollars and twenty-five dollars is nothing and nothing is the vent on the wall that doesn't work and the drawing of the vent that pretends to and the woman sitting on his bed who is tired and the man sitting on his bed who is tired and the tiredness is real and the twenty-five dollars is real and the nothing is real and the real is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is—" "Because fixing things costs money," he said finally. "Drawing things costs a marker." Maggie nodded slowly. "My ex-boyfriend used to draw things too." "Yeah?" "He drew a refrigerator on a napkin. Said he'd fill it when he made it big." "Did he?" "He became someone else's character." Frank didn't ask her to explain. He just poured her another glass of water. --- January 2004. The coldest week of the winter. The temperature dropped to five below zero on a Monday morning, which in Ironville means the same thing it always means: the pipes will freeze and the heat will stop and no one will fix it because no one can afford to, which is the same as saying the vent on the wall will not work and the drawing of the vent will not work and the twenty-five dollars will not work and the nothing will not work and the nothing will be the only thing that works, which is the point— in Ironville, nothing works and the nothing is the only thing that works and the nothing is the vent on the wall that doesn't work and the drawing of the vent that pretends to and the woman who is tired and the man who is tired and the tiredness is real and the twenty-five dollars is real and the nothing is real and the real is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is what you had and nothing is what you will have and the space between is called life and life is called Ironville and Ironville is called nothing and nothing is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is— Frank was sitting on his bed at 3 AM, wrapped in three blankets and a coat and a blanket he had borrowed from Katie and which still smelled like her, which was the smell of nothing, which was the smell of apartment 2A before apartment 2B, which was the smell of a woman who had moved out and left nothing behind except the smell of nothing and the drawing of a refrigerator on the kitchen wall and the nothing was the only thing she left and the nothing was the only thing Frank had and the nothing was the vent on the wall that didn't work and the drawing of the vent that pretended to and the twenty-five dollars that didn't work and the nothing that was the only thing that worked and the nothing was real and the real was nothing and nothing was real and the real was what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is— Maggie appeared in the doorway at 3 AM on a Monday, which is not a time for visitors, which is not a time for anything except sleep and the absence of sleep and the thing that comes between sleep and the absence of sleep, which is called insomnia, which is called Ironville, which is called nothing. She was wearing her coat and a scarf and boots, and snow crusted her hair like frost on a window. She stood in the doorway for a moment, looking at him, then walked in and dropped a canvas bag on the floor. "What are you doing?" Frank said. His voice came out as a whisper because his lips were numb. "Looking at you sitting in front of a drawing and pretending it's keeping you warm." "Is it working?" "No." She knelt and opened the canvas bag. Inside was an electric heater, small and beige and ugly, the kind you buy at a thrift shop for twelve dollars and regret immediately and keep anyway because twelve dollars is nothing and nothing is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is the heater and the heater is twelve dollars and twelve dollars is nothing and nothing is real and the real is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is the vent on the wall that doesn't work and the drawing of the vent that pretends to and the woman who is tired and the man who is tired and the tiredness is real and the twelve dollars is real and the nothing is real and the real is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is— She plugged the heater into the wall. It hummed to life, a low mechanical sound that filled the apartment. She set it on the floor in front of the drawing of the vent, where its weak orange glow almost matched the white square Frank had drawn. "At least it looks like something," she said. She sat down on the floor beside him. They were not touching. There was half an arm's length of cold air between them, and the electric heater was between them, and the drawing of the vent was behind them, and the wall was on the other side of the drawing, and the building was on the other side of the wall, and the town was on the other side of the building, and the nothing was on the other side of the town. Frank said, "I was a steelworker." Maggie said, "I know." "I worked at the厂 for eighteen years." "I know." "The厂 closed." "I know." She turned to look at him. Her face was pale in the electric heater's glow. Her eyes were red-rimmed, as if she had been crying or as if the cold had gotten into them. "Why do you tell me this?" she asked. "I don't know. Maybe because you're the only person who listens." She was quiet for a long time. Then she said, "I used to work at the厂 too. Before the diner. Before seven twenty-five an hour. Before the twenty-five dollars after rent and food and everything else." Frank said nothing. He reached out and put his hand on the electric heater. It was warm. Real warm. The kind of warm that costs twelve dollars and cannot be drawn with a marker. Maggie reached out too. Their hands were on the heater at the same time, separated by two inches of beige plastic. Neither of them moved closer. "You have snow on your hair," Frank said. Maggie reached up and touched her hair. Her fingers came away white. She laughed, and this time the laugh was almost real. Frank looked at the drawing of the vent. The marker lines were blurring. The bottom edge was dissolving into the damp stain that ate everything in the basement from the floor up. He reached out and touched it with his finger. White powder came away on his skin. He kept his hand there for a moment, feeling the marker crumble under his fingertip, feeling the wall beneath it cold and solid and real. --- February. Maggie came to the apartment once. Then she didn't come for two weeks. Then she came again. Then she didn't come for a month. The electric heater stayed plugged in for three weeks and then Maggie came and unplugged it and took it back to the thrift shop's return bin, which was where she had said she'd take it when the weather warmed. The weather didn't warm. But the heater was gone, which meant that the only warmth in the apartment was the drawing of the vent, which was not warm, which was the point— in Ironville, nothing is warm and the nothing is the only thing that exists and the nothing is the vent on the wall that doesn't work and the drawing of the vent that pretends to and the twenty-five dollars that doesn't work and the nothing that is the only thing that works and the nothing is real and the real is nothing and nothing is real and the real is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is what you had and nothing is what you will have and the space between is called life and life is called Ironville and Ironville is called nothing and nothing is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is— --- April. Spring in Ironville arrives late and reluctantly, the way an old man arrives at a party he didn't want to attend and knows he should leave but doesn't because leaving requires energy and energy costs money and money is the one thing everyone in Ironville is short of and twenty-five dollars is nothing and nothing is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is the vent on the wall that doesn't work and the drawing of the vent that pretends to and the woman who is tired and the man who is tired and the tiredness is real and the nothing is real and the real is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is— Maggie came to the apartment on an afternoon in April and packed a scarf and a cup and nothing else. She stood in the doorway and looked at Frank. Frank stood in the doorway and looked at Maggie. They were separated by three feet of hallway that cost nothing and meant everything and meant nothing and meant the space between nothing and nothing, which is called life and life is called Ironville and Ironville is called nothing and nothing is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is— "Goodbye," Maggie said. "Goodbye," Frank said. Maggie walked down the stairs. Frank closed the door. He walked to the wall and looked at the drawing of the vent. The marker lines were almost gone now. Just a faint grey square, visible only if you knew where to look, which is the same as saying visible only if you were looking for it, which is the same as saying invisible unless you want to see it, which is the point— in Ironville, nothing is visible unless you want to see it, and wanting to see is the only thing that costs nothing, and nothing costs nothing, and nothing is what you have, and what you have is nothing, and nothing is the vent on the wall that doesn't work and the drawing of the vent that pretends to and the twenty-five dollars that doesn't work and the nothing that is the only thing that works and the nothing is real and the real is nothing and nothing is real and the real is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is what you had and nothing is what you will have and the space between is called life and life is called Ironville and Ironville is called nothing and nothing is what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is— The new tenant moved in the next day. Frank had already left. He did not tell anyone his new address. He packed nothing and left nothing and took nothing and the nothing was the only thing he took and the nothing was the vent on the wall that didn't work and the drawing of the vent that the new tenant saw and picked up a can of paint and painted over it and the white paint covered the white marker and the white paint was real and the white marker was a painting and the painting was covered by the real and the real was paint and the paint was on the wall and the wall was in the apartment and the apartment was in the building and the building was in the town and the town was called Ironville and Ironville was called nothing and nothing was what the new tenant had and nothing was what Frank had left and nothing was what Maggie had taken and nothing was what Mr. Henderson had and nothing was what everyone in Ironville had and nothing was what everyone in Ironville was and nothing was real and the real was nothing and nothing was real and the real was what you have and what you have is nothing and nothing is— Mr. Henderson was in the hallway when the new tenant came out. 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