I Mike Donovan woke up at 6:03 the same way he woke up every day—before the alarm, with his eyes open and his mind already tired. The apartment was quiet except for the refrigerator making its periodic clicking sound and Danny breathing in the next room. He lay on his back and stared at the water stain on the ceiling. It looked like a map of somewhere. Ohio, probably. Everything looked like Ohio from the ceiling. At 6:15 he got up and went to the kitchen. He made coffee the way he always made coffee—too much of it, black, in the chipped blue mug that said WORLD'S OKAYEST DAD, a birthday gift from Danny two years ago. He did not drink it because he was okay. He drank it because it was something to do with his hands. Danny was at the table doing homework. She was ten years old and she did her homework before breakfast, which was something she had taught herself because she had learned that if she waited until after breakfast, her father would fall asleep on the couch and nothing would get done. "Morning," Mike said. "Morning." "How are you?" "Fine." "Did you sleep okay?" "Yeah." That was it. That was the conversation. Three questions, three answers, and then Mike was drinking his coffee and Danny was doing her math worksheet and the refrigerator was clicking. He walked her to the bus stop at 7:15. She walked beside him without holding his hand—she had stopped doing that when she was seven—and talked about her friend Jessica and the spelling test on Thursday. Mike listened and said things like "that's nice" and "good luck" and meant them as much as he could mean anything. II The recruitment centre was in a strip mall next to a laundromat and a store that sold fake nails. Mike arrived at 8:00 and joined the line that stretched from the door to the parking lot. There were twelve people in front of him. He counted them because counting was something you could do. The centre was a room with plastic chairs and a fan that did not work and a woman named Brenda behind a desk who had been telling people there were no jobs for twelve years and sounded tired of it. "Name?" she said when Mike's turn came. "Mike Donovan." "Previous work?" "Steel. Twenty years." "Age?" "Thirty-four." Brenda typed something on a keyboard that made a noise like dying insects. "We have a warehouse position available. Loading and unloading. Minimum wage. Eight-hour shifts. Do you want the application?" Mike looked at the application. It was six pages long and asked for references going back ten years. It asked for every address he had lived at. It asked for explanations of gaps in employment. It asked for a social security number and a driver's license number and the name of his high school. "Yes," Mike said. "I want it." "Pen is over there. Fill it out completely. In black or blue ink only. Do not leave any blanks. If a question does not apply, write N/A." Mike sat in the plastic chair and filled out the application. He had done this before—dozens of times, hundreds of times. He knew the rhythm of it. Name, address, date of birth, previous employer, reason for leaving, supervisor's name, reason for leaving, previous employer, reason for leaving. He left the salary section blank. He always left that blank. Asking for too much and they threw it away. Asking for too little and they knew you were desperate. He handed the application back to Brenda. She looked at it for three seconds and put it in a box that was already full of applications. "We'll call you if we're interested." "I appreciate it," Mike said. He walked out of the strip mall into the parking lot and sat in his truck and did not start the engine. He just sat there and looked at the fake nails store across the parking lot and wondered if anyone there had ever worked in a steel mill. He wondered if they knew what steel smelled like when it was being poured—like lightning and metal and something that was not quite human. At 10:30 he went to O'Brien's Bar and sat at the counter and had a beer with Tommy O'Brien. "Any luck?" Tommy asked. He had been asking Mike this question every time they met for three years. "No luck." "Me either. Heard the old mill site might become a distribution centre. Five hundred jobs." "Five hundred," Mike repeated. He took a drink. "That's a lot of jobs." "Tell me about it. But it's just a rumor. It's always just a rumor until it isn't, and then it isn't." III Sarah called on a Wednesday. Mike was sitting in his truck in the recruitment centre parking lot, which was the only place he could talk to her without Danny hearing. Sarah was in Cleveland, working the night shift at a hotel, and her voice on the phone sounded tired in a way that had nothing to do with sleep. "I got a raise," she said. "Two dollars an hour more. And my sister says there's an apartment downtown, four hundred a month, two bedrooms." Mike looked at the recruitment centre window. Brenda was sitting at her desk, reading a magazine. "That sounds good," he said. "It is good. You should come here, Mike. You could apply for jobs in Cleveland. There are factories. Not steel, but something." "Like what?" "Automotive. Packaging. Something." Mike thought about Cleveland. He thought about Danny in a new school. He thought about Sarah in a new job. He thought about driving four hours north and never coming back. "Maybe," he said. "Mike, you need to do something. You can't keep sitting in that truck every day." "I'm doing something." "You're sitting in a parking lot." He did not answer. He looked at his hands on the steering wheel. They were big hands, thick-fingered, scarred from twenty years of working with metal. Hands that had built things. Hands that could not build anything now. "Danny asks about you," Sarah said, and her voice changed, got softer. "She asks when you're coming to visit. I tell her we'll figure it out. But I'm tired of telling her that." "I know." "Do you? Because sometimes I don't think you know." He closed his eyes. "Sarah—" "Don't. Just think about it, okay? Think about Cleveland. Think about coming here. Or I'm going to keep getting tired of telling Danny that we'll figure it out, and one day I'm going to run out of things to tell her." The phone went quiet. Not hung up—just quiet. The kind of quiet that exists between two people who love each other and are too tired to fight. "Okay," Mike said. "I'll think about it." "Okay," Sarah said. And then she hung up. IV Mike got home at 7:00. Danny was doing homework at the table. The apartment was the same as it had been in the morning—same water stain on the ceiling, same clicking refrigerator, same chipped blue mug in the sink. He checked the locks on the front door and the back door. He turned off the lights in every room. He sat on the couch and turned on the television. There was no signal on any channel. Just static—white noise filling the screen, the little dots moving like insects under a microscope. Mike had not paid the cable bill in four months. He liked the static better than the channels anyway. The channels were things other people made. The static was just the sound of the air between things. Danny came to the doorway. "Dad?" "Yeah, kiddo." "Can I sit with you?" He made room on the couch. She sat beside him, her back against his arm, and they watched the static together. "Dad," she said. "Why is everything so broken?" Mike looked at the screen. The static was different on every channel, but it was all the same—dots and lines and noise, nothing forming into anything, nothing holding together. "Some things are broken, Danny," he said. "But some things aren't. You're not broken. You're doing great in school. You're a good kid." "But everything else—" "Everything else will take care of itself. Or it won't. But you're not broken. That's the important part." She was quiet for a while. Then she said, "I love you, Dad." "I love you too, Danny." She went to bed. Mike turned off the television. He sat in the dark living room and listened to the refrigerator click and the truck idle in his mind—the truck he would start in the morning and drive to the recruitment centre and sit in the parking lot and fill out another application and have another conversation with Brenda that would end the same way it always ended. He did not go to Cleveland. He did not quit. He did not do anything. 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