Mud on the Window The coffee in Bill Hudson's cup had gone cold an hour ago, and he had not bothered to replace it. Cold coffee was fine. Hot coffee cost money, and money in this town was like rain in a drought—everyone talked about it, nobody had any. Outside the window, the sky was the color of a bruise. It had been that color for three days, ever since the storm rolled in from the west and dropped enough rain to fill the creek behind the clinic to the banks. The creek had not been full in five years. Bill looked at his hands. They were big hands, the kind that had done manual labor before they had learned to hold a syringe. His father had been a coal miner, and his grandfather before him, and the man before that, if the family stories were to be believed. Three generations of breathing coal dust and coughing up black phlegm and dying before they were sixty. Bill had sworn he would not let it happen to him, so he had gone to community college and learned to be a medical technician and then gone to another school and learned to be something close enough to a doctor that the state would let him call himself one. He was not a real doctor. He knew that. He had gone to medical school for two years and had to leave because his mother got sick and he needed the money. He had finished what he could, and the state had given him a license that was good enough for a town of two thousand people who had no other options. Good enough. It was a phrase that came up a lot in Bill's life. Good enough to treat the patients. Good enough to keep them alive. Good enough to make the people from the city look at him with a mixture of pity and contempt and not do anything about it. The bell above the door rang. Tom McCarthy stood in the doorway, water dripping from his hat onto the linoleum floor. He was forty-five, which in this town was middle-aged but not old, but he looked sixty. The coal had done that to him—had done that to all of them, slowly, insidiously, the way a river erodes a bank, grain by grain, until one day the bank is gone and you are standing in the water and you do not understand how it happened. "Dr. Hudson," Tom said. He always called him that, even though Bill had told him a dozen times to call him Bill. Maybe it was respect. Maybe it was habit. Maybe it was the only word left that felt honest in a town where everyone had stopped believing in honest things. "Tom. Sit down." Tom sat on the examination table, which groaned under his weight. He had gained weight in the last six months, which was strange, because nobody in this town seemed to have enough food. But his face was swollen, puffy around the eyes and cheeks, and Bill knew what that meant before Tom said it. "My legs," Tom said. "They're killing me." Bill knelt down and examined Tom's legs. They were swollen from ankle to knee, and when Bill pressed his thumb into the shin, the indentation stayed for several seconds before slowly filling back in. Edema. Fluid retention. But the question was why. "How long?" Bill asked. "Two weeks. Getting worse." "Any shortness of breath?" "Every time I walk up the hill to the house. My chest feels tight." Bill stood up and looked at Tom's face. It was pale, and there was a bluish tint around the lips that he had not noticed when Tom walked in. Cyanosis. His blood oxygen was low. "I need to do some tests," Bill said. "Can you fix it?" Bill looked at Tom—really looked at him—and saw not just the patient in front of him but the man his father had been, and the man his son would become if nothing changed. He saw the coal dust in the lines of Tom's face, the way his hands trembled slightly, the exhaustion that went deeper than bone. "I'm going to try," Bill said. The tests took an hour. Bill ran him through a basic metabolic panel, a chest X-ray, an EKG, and a set of pulmonary function tests that he had assembled himself from surplus medical equipment and parts ordered from a company in Ohio. The results confirmed what he suspected: Tom was suffering from cor pulmonale, right-sided heart failure caused by chronic lung disease. The coal dust had destroyed his lungs, and now his heart was failing as a result. It was a slow death. It would take months, maybe years, but it was a death nonetheless. And it was entirely preventable, if the coal company had done its job and installed proper ventilation in the mine. Bill sat at his desk and wrote out a prescription for diuretics to reduce the fluid retention and oxygen therapy to improve his blood oxygen levels. Neither would cure Tom. Both would make him more comfortable. It was the best he could do. When Tom left, Bill sat in the dark clinic and listened to the rain against the window. The coffee was still cold. He did not care. Three days later, five miners were killed in a cave-in at the Black Ridge mine. Bill was the only doctor for twenty miles, and he was twenty minutes away when the call came in. He arrived to find chaos—men screaming, equipment scattered, and five bodies trapped under tons of rock and earth. He worked for six hours. He worked until his hands were raw and his back screamed and his vision blurred at the edges. He worked because that was what he did, and because there was nothing else to do, and because if he stopped, he would have to think about the fact that these men were dead and there was nothing he could do to bring them back. One of them was Tom McCarthy's brother-in-law. Bill did not know this at the time. He would find out later, from Tom's wife, who came to the clinic the next day and stood in the doorway and looked at him with eyes that were dry and empty and full of a grief that had no place to go. "I don't know what to say," Bill said. "You don't have to say anything," she said. "You tried. I know you tried." But she was wrong. He had not tried hard enough. He had not been fast enough. He had not been strong enough. He was a doctor in a town that did not need a doctor—he needed a miracle, and miracles were not covered by insurance. After she left, Bill sat in his clinic and looked out the window at the sky, which was still the color of a bruise. He thought about the five men who were dead and the dozens who were still working in mines that were killing them slowly, and he thought about the coal company that was making millions while the town was dying, and he thought about the fact that none of it was going to change. He made himself a cup of coffee. It was cold. He drank it anyway. 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