The first time Clara Hartley lost time, it was on a Thursday in March of 1896. She had been sitting in her drawing room on Cadogan Square, writing a letter to a friend in Bath who had asked after her health, and when she looked up from the desk, the light had changed. Not gradually—the way light changes when a cloud passes over the sun—but abruptly, as though someone had turned a dial. The room was darker. The shadows had moved. And three hours had passed without her knowing it. She looked at the letter on her desk. She had written two sentences: "Dearest Margaret, thank you for your note. I am better, though the doctors—" After that, nothing. No memory of writing anything more. No memory of putting the pen down. No memory of standing up, walking to the window, lighting a candle, or any of the other small actions that make up the difference between three o'clock and six o'clock. Dr. Mercer examined her the following week. He was a small man with large hands and eyes that seemed to see too much, the way a doctor's eyes always do. He had been recommended by a friend of her mother's, a woman who had said, in a voice that suggested she was sharing a secret, "He understands the modern mind." "Modern" was a word that meant different things to different people. To Dr. Mercer, it meant Freud, and Freud meant the unconscious, and the unconscious meant that what you did when you were not paying attention was more honest than what you did when you were. Clara did not believe in the unconscious. She believed in ledgers and schedules and the careful management of a household that had once been larger and was now comfortably small. She believed in tea at four and walks in the park before dinner and letters written in the morning while the house was quiet. But she believed in Dr. Mercer too, or at least in the reputation he had built treating women who were "nervous" in ways that did not involve retiring to the country for a year or marrying a man who would take care of them. "Tell me about the Thursday," he said. They were in his consulting room, which was small and smelled of lavender and something medicinal, like camphor. "I was writing a letter," Clara said. "And then I wasn't." "That's it? No sensation? No feeling of being pulled under or pushed aside?" "I was sitting. Then I was sitting. But more time had passed than I expected." Dr. Mercer made a note in his notebook. He wrote slowly, carefully, the way a man writes when he knows the words will be important later. "And how do you feel about this?" "I don't know. Surprised, I suppose. Annoyed." "Annoyed." He looked up. "Not frightened?" "No. Why would I be frightened?" He did not answer. He was looking at her the way a man looks at a puzzle he has been given and knows contains a piece that does not belong. Clara thought about the letter. She thought about the two sentences she had written and the three hours she had lost. She thought about the fact that she could not remember opening the window, even though the room was cooler than it had been when she sat down. She thought about the fact that the candle on the mantelpiece was half-burned, even though she never bought candles and her housekeeper would have objected to waste. She said nothing. She paid Dr. Mercer's fee. She went home. The second time was less than a week later. She was at a dinner party at the home of Lady Wetherby—Penelope's aunt, not Penelope herself, though the families were connected in the way that upper-class families are connected: not by friendship but by a shared understanding that they existed in a world that other people could not see into. Clara had gone to the dinner because Penelope had asked her to. Not directly—Penelope did not speak to Clara except in the most formal and distant way, the way a woman speaks to the ghost of her own happiness—but through her aunt, who had sent a card that read: "Lady Wetherby requests the pleasure of Miss Hartley's company at dinner on the twelfth." Clara had accepted because refusing would have been a statement, and statements were things she had stopped making. At the dinner, she sat next to a man she did not know, who talked about the weather and the cricket season and the price of tea. She nodded at appropriate intervals. She ate the food, which was good but not memorable. She listened to the conversation around the table, which was about art and politics and the subtle hierarchies that determined which families were in and which were out. She remembered leaving the table. She remembered walking through the drawing room, where the women were clustered around a piano, singing something she did not recognize. She remembered the sound of their voices, which were bright and careless and full of a joy that required no effort. Then she was standing in the hallway, putting on her coat, waiting for her hack to arrive. She did not remember walking from the drawing room to the hallway. She did not remember taking off her shawl or deciding to leave. The hack driver waited. She gave him an address. She sat in the cab and watched London pass by—gas lamps and wet cobblestones and men in top hats who walked with the purpose of people who knew where they were going and why. She arrived home. She went to her room. She took off her dress. She went to bed. In the morning, her housekeeper, Mrs. Gable, said: "You had a visitor last evening, miss." "A visitor?" "A gentleman. He came while you were at Lady Wetherby's. He waited for about an hour. He left a card." Clara went to the side table in the hall and looked at the card on the silver dish. It was from a man named Edward Ashworth. She had not invited him. She had not agreed to see him. She did not remember him coming. She went to her drawing room and sat at her desk. She took out a fresh sheet of paper and began to write. Not a letter to Edward—she would write that later, properly, with the careful precision she used for everything—but a note to herself. A record. "I lost time again," she wrote. "On the twelfth of March. From approximately seven to nine. I was at Lady Wetherby's dinner. I do not remember leaving. A visitor came while I was gone: Edward Ashworth. He waited one hour. He left a card." She signed it. She dated it. She put it in a drawer. The third time, Edward came to see her. He arrived on a Sunday morning, which was improper but not unprecedented. Clara had not been expecting him, and when Mrs. Gable announced "Mr. Edward Ashworth," she felt something move inside her chest, like a stone shifting in a stream. "Tell him I'll see him," she said. He came into the drawing room looking younger than his thirty-five years, with the kind of face that had been handsome before something had happened to make it troubled. His hair was dark and slightly unruly. His eyes were the color of tea, and they were red-rimmed, as though he had not slept. "Clara," he said. It was the first time he had called her by her first name in ten years. Ten years of "Miss Hartley" and "dearest Clara" and "my dear girl" and now just "Clara," as though the decade between then and now had erased the etiquette and left only the raw fact of their names. "Edward," she said. He looked around the room. At the bookshelves she had filled with her father's books and her own. At the paintings on the walls—landscapes she had bought at auction when she needed money and kept because she liked them. At the small table where she kept her writing materials, the inkwell still open from this morning's letter-writing. "It's the same," he said. "Is it?" "Yes. It's exactly the same. As though nothing has happened." "Nothing has," she said. He looked at her then, really looked at her, the way a man looks at a wall he has been walking toward and discovers, too late, that it is not a door. "Clara, I—" He stopped. He was searching for words, and she watched the search happen in real time, watching the muscles in his face shift as he tried to find the right combination of syllables to express whatever it was that had brought him here at eleven o'clock on a Sunday morning, uninvited and unwelcome and absolutely necessary. "I need to tell you something," he said. "About Penelope. About—" "Edward." She stood up. She walked to the window and looked out at the square, where the trees were just beginning to bud and the world was pretending to be spring. "I don't want to hear it." "You don't—" "I don't. I don't want to hear about Penelope. I don't want to hear about the marriage or the house in Kensington or the reception at the Guildhall. I don't want to hear any of it, because I already know, and knowing does not change anything, and saying it out loud will not change anything either." He was silent for a long time. The clock on the mantelpiece ticked. The fire in the grate crackled. Outside, a horse passed on the cobblestones, its hooves sounding like a heartbeat. "Then why am I here?" he said finally. "I don't know," Clara said. "Perhaps you wanted to see if I was crying. Perhaps you wanted to see if I was broken. Perhaps you wanted to confirm that the woman you left is exactly as you expected: quiet, manageable, unremarkable." "I didn't leave you," he said, and his voice had an edge that surprised her. "I—" "You did." She turned to face him. "You married another woman. You stopped writing. You sent a card for my father's funeral that was signed 'Edward and Penelope,' as though we were a package, as though ten years could be wrapped in a single card and delivered by a postman and considered settled." He opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again. Clara felt nothing. Not anger. Not grief. Not even the satisfaction of having spoken truth. She felt the way a surgeon feels when making an incision: focused, precise, detached. The body on the table was not hers. "Go home, Edward," she said. "Be happy with Penelope. That is all I want. That is all I have ever wanted. And since I cannot have it for myself, I want it for you. Please. Just go." He left. She closed the door. She went back to the window and watched him walk across the square, his coat blowing in the wind, his head down against the cold. That afternoon, she went to Dr. Mercer's office. "The losses are getting longer," she said. "Three hours. Then two. Yesterday, I lost four." Dr. Mercer set down his pen. "Four hours?" "Yes. I was at home. I wrote a letter in the morning. When I came to, it was evening. I don't remember doing anything between." "Did anyone see you? Your housekeeper?" "Mrs. Gable said I was 'myself.' Whatever that means." "It means you appeared normal." "Did I?" He was quiet for a moment. Then he said: "Clara, I want to ask you something, and I want you to answer honestly, even if the answer frightens you." "Go on." "Do you ever feel as though there is someone else in your head? Not a voice—voices are common. Not a memory—memories are expected. I mean a presence. A consciousness that is not yours but is inside you, using your body, experiencing your life." She looked at him. She looked at his face, which was open and professional and sincere. She looked at his eyes, which were the eyes of a man who had read Freud and believed in the unconscious and was asking a question that he had asked other women in other rooms in other houses. "Yes," she said. The word hung in the air between them, small and sharp and irreducible. "Her name is Evelyn," Clara said. Dr. Mercer did not write anything down. He simply sat very still and listened. "Evelyn is what I became," Clara said. "After Edward left. After everything. Evelyn is the part of me that does not cry. That does not break. That calculates and plans and acts. Evelyn is what I had to be to survive ten years of giving everything to a man who considered it an investment." "Does Evelyn—" "She exists when I don't," Clara said. "When I lose time, Evelyn is awake. And when Evelyn is done, I wake up and I don't know what she did. But I think—I think she's doing things. Things that matter." Dr. Mercer leaned back in his chair. He looked tired. The kind of tired that comes from listening to truths that you cannot fix. "Clara," he said slowly, "what if Evelyn is not something that happened to you? What if she is something you created? Intentionally or not, but deliberately?" She thought about this. She thought about the letter Edward had left, which she had not opened. She thought about the four hours she had lost, during which Evelyn had been awake and present and doing something she could not remember. She thought about the fact that she was not afraid, which was itself strange, because if there was a woman inside her head who took over her body and lived her life while she was unconscious, she should be afraid. But she wasn't. She was curious. And curiosity, she had learned, was a more reliable compass than fear. 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