The rain in this city doesn't wash anything clean. It just makes the grime slicker. I sat in the morgue with Clara's body and a bottle of cheap rye and tried to figure out when things went sideways. The coroner had done his job—clean, efficient, no questions asked. The fee I left on the counter was more than enough to make a man forget he'd ever seen a face like hers. Cause of death: blunt force trauma to the cranium. Falls happen. Especially on wet stone. Especially in alleys off Madison Avenue where the streetlights burned out six months ago and the city council keeps pretending nobody noticed. I signed the papers. I picked up the body. I drove to a funeral home in Jersey that owed me a favor and had a policy of never asking questions. The steel casket was custom-made, ordered through a contact in Brooklyn who specialized in things that couldn't be found in any catalog. Three hundred pounds of steel, half-inch thick, welded at every seam. The man who built it told me it could survive a nuclear blast. I told him I needed it by Friday. He didn't ask why. That's the thing about New York—if you have enough money and enough attitude, everybody finds a way to look the other way. The wax came from France. I didn't know much about wax before that night, but Vincent helped me track down a supplier in Marseille who made a special compound used for preserving sculptures. It was expensive. It was also exactly what I needed. I poured it into the seams of the casket the way you'd caulk a window before winter. The wax was thick and golden and smelled like bees and something older, something that reminded me of my grandmother's house before she died and before my father sold it to pay his debts. Clara looked peaceful in the casket. That's what gets you—the peace on a dead face. It's the one honest thing a person can wear. Alive, her face was always moving: smiling at parties, frowning at bills, widening with that stupid hope she carried around like a talisman. Dead, her face was just a face. Beautiful and still and done with pretending. I closed the lid. I poured the wax. I waited for it to cool. By midnight, the casket was a single solid thing. No seams, no handles, no way in or out. I tried to lift it and failed. I tried again with a dolly and failed again. The thing weighed at least eight hundred pounds, maybe more, and the wax had seeped into every joint, fusing steel to steel until the casket was less a container and more a geological formation. I sat on the floor of the funeral home's loading bay and smoked three cigarettes and watched the rain streak the high windows. Vincent called at two in the morning. I let it go to voicemail. He called again at two-thirteen. I let it go to voicemail. He sent a text: Diana's talking. I didn't reply. Diana was the eighth one. Former Broadway, current socialite, the kind of woman who could make a threat sound like a compliment. She'd been smart enough to stay on the right side of my trust fund, and now she was paying me back by talking to people she shouldn't be talking to. The Ninth Club—eight women, each one connected to me in different ways, all of them bound together by the one thing I'd never given them: the truth. They knew what I was. They knew what the manor back East was really like, the one with the trust fund and the split clauses and the legal architecture designed to keep any woman who married me from ever touching a dime of it. They'd agreed to work together. Not out of love for each other—out of self-preservation. If Clara had married me and gotten pregnant, the trust would have split. Thirty percent to her, thirty percent to the child, forty percent staying locked in a box that only I controlled. They couldn't let that happen. And I couldn't stop them, because the truth was, I hadn't done enough to stop them from the first seven. Rose was the divorce. That was on me. I'd promised her freedom and then given her a lawyer who made the process take three years and cost her everything. The four mistresses—well, mistresses is a generous word. They were women I'd met at bars and parties and hotels, women who wanted something I had and I wanted something they had and we'd made a deal and the deal had expired. The two business partners' wives—those were arrangements, clean and mutual and devoid of anything that might have been called love. Clara had been different. She'd been a librarian. She'd liked books and quiet mornings and the kind of honesty that made me uncomfortable because it reminded me of things I'd spent my whole life running from. She'd been pregnant. Six weeks. She'd told me on a beach in Long Island while the sun went down and the water went gold and for one perfect minute, I'd believed that maybe, just maybe, I could be someone worth believing in. Then I'd gone to Diana's party. Then I'd listened to Diana's voice, smooth as silk and sharp as glass, telling me that Clara couldn't carry a child to term, that her body was too weak, that the stress of this life would kill her and the baby. I'd known. I'd known for three months and I'd said nothing. Clara hadn't been killed by Diana's hands. She'd been killed by my silence. The wax cooled. The casket became a monolith. I tried to lift it one more time and failed. I sat on the concrete floor and I laughed, and the laugh came out wrong, like something breaking inside my chest that had been cracking for a long time and was finally giving way. "I can't lift you, Clara," I said to the empty room. "I can't lift you." Not because the casket was heavy. Because I'd never really reached for her in the first place. Morning came gray and wet. My driver arrived with the hearse. I told him to take it to Woodlawn Cemetery. I told him to dig the hole deep. I told him not to ask questions. At the cemetery, I went down into the grave alone. The casket wouldn't budge. The wax had done its job. The steel was one solid piece, fused beyond repair, beyond movement, beyond anything but sitting there at the bottom of a hole in the ground where it belonged. I stood in the rain and watched the dirt being shoveled in and I thought about Clara's face, peaceful and still and done with pretending, and I knew that the heaviest thing in the world wasn't a steel casket filled with wax. It was the truth. 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